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Well.... that's it for today...
I'm spending money that does not belong to me and that's baaaaaaaddd!.... Ü
So, off I go.... I'm eating at EAYR (pronounced "ear" for... Eat At Your own Risk)... and I might be eating there every MWF before and after the frigging Biology Laboratory periods... dammit... classes end and 9... where's the justice in that?!?!?!?!
I wrote this last year...
ahem...
Dear Honey,
You're never gonna know
How much you mean to me
I'm never gonna show
How my heart feels for thee
You never ever knew
How much I wanted to strangle you
Just to let you know
That I have feelings too
But it seemed like you didn't care
Even if I wore decent clothes on my underwear
It felt like you were turning your back on me
While you laughed along with the world
Then you pointed at me and said you were not for me
I felt like a fool
Chasing you around and everywhere
Even while its raining or in my dreams
When I am hyperventilating
I closed my eyes
And started to dream
But even in my dreams
You seemed so very very mean
You chased me with a gun
Knowing well that I shouldn't run
Coz I got asthma
And I could die if I'd run
It was obvious that you didn't care
Judging by the way you were yanking my hair
Slapping my face while
I was tied up to a chair
You were making me feel humiliating
While you've got a camera running
Then you sold it on Ebay
And made the whole world laugh at me
Yeah, you sold it on Ebay
And made the whole world laugh at me
Yours Truly, Me
Ps. I hope you've had enough fun....
Coz i'm coming to pick you up real, real soon...
Love you honey. :*tsup!*:
Listen…
My heart,
It cries like it did before
Seeking for refuge under
Roofless houses
Wet with tears,
Shaking in the cold
Listen…
It seeks for the
Strength to beat
Like it once did,
Millennia ago
Swollen with pride
Beaming with Joy
Listen…
It carries chains
Wrapped around itself
Making it
Unbearable to move
Shackled to the grounds of cowardice
Imprisoned within bars of cold steel
Listen…
It betrays the mind
And carries the weight
Of a thousand heartaches
That slowly kills
Each thought like swords that stab
Each word like drops of poison
Listen…
My heart,
Painfully throbs,
Gasping with each beat
Pleading for salvation
Looking up to the heavens above
Praying for mercy
Listen…
(forgive my rantings... Ü)
Konbanwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
I'm feeling like... I don't understand... you know?... you don't know....
It's just that I feel so free!!! Xl says that I'm better off than some other people in class since I have a 2.6WPA (84) and I carry only 19 units... I dunno if that's a good thing but no matter... I feel good!!! *insert funky music* tadadadada....
Anywayz.... I'm not feeling so hanging today... I don't know what to say... I'll just post some more of my writings since, amazingly, some people appreciate them...
To those who do... Arigato gozaimasu!Ü
Each day brings me
Yet, closer to you
I’m drawn to you like
Moths under the streetlight
Images of you start filling
My empty nights
Vivid as reality itself, tormenting
Whatever existence is
Left in me
I have felt this before
And anything that happens next
Is malevolent, melancholy,
And torturing
I have grown used to your
Eyes and your smile
I feel that if we keep being
With each other
I just might fall…
… But it’s not right
You…
You belong to someone else
And I…
I’m just another fool in this world
Wanting what I
Can’t have…
I don’t know if you feel me…
I don’t know if you’re aware of my
Feelings towards you…
I suppress them too much…
I’m drawn towards you like moths
That dance around the candle
Drawing nearer and nearer
With each beat of its wing
Bedazzled by the fluttering flame
Enchanted by the heat
Drawn, with so much happiness…
… Until it’s too late…
The moth burns and flutters to the ground.
yahahha....!! i found something a lot of us might want to do....
click -> Top 50 things to do at the Final Exams (Last resorts only...)
I'm living a damn fantasy here, yep...
Aich-kun generously lent me her FF9 but only discs 1 & 2... imagine the frustration I got when the game asked for disc 3!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGHHHH!!!!.... well, I've gotta find someone who has both discs 3 & 4 before the semestral break ends lest I go bonkers and find a katana somewhere and -- Tenchu-style -- kick some ass.... slash, hack, sneak, pierce... *thwak, thwok, slatchh....* take that you meddlesome arse-holes!!!
I noticed something... the final fantasy series... 7, 8, and 9... the hero's girl has long straight hair and some kind of serious in life... come to think of it... the three of them, Tifa, Rinoa, and Dagger (Princess Garnet) look kind of the same... in some ways more than one...
and... more to the point... the heroes are kind of hopless romantics of some sort... like me, eh?... heheheh....
doh... I could rant away forever here knowing that only a few people come to visit... but for safety's sake, I'd keep some things to my personal, not online blogspot...
Enough said…
Take my hand,
All is well…
Once more in the
Stillness of the mountains
Where faeries once roamed
Where dew glistens on
The leaves of the plants
And the petals of the
Magnificent flowers
That adorn the
Ancient terrain
Huge boulders that
Try to stop the flow of
Water dot the land
They try, but they fail…
They will always yield
To the rush of water
As it’s flow is never-ending,
Strong, inexorable
The noise water makes as
It falls down, down, down…
Churning in basins,
Misting the air,
Roaring like tigers…
It drowns the echoes of our
Voices and the beating of our hearts
Take my hand as
Dragonflies and butterflies,
Red, blue, brown, white…
Dance around us,
Welcoming us to their
Hallowed grove
The sun plays hide and seek,
Not knowing whether to
Shine with all its glory
Or shower us with rain
Come hither…
Problems are forgotten,
Pain is cast away
Take my hand as we
Stumble our way across
Rocks and fallen trees
And through the icy waters
That send shivers all over the body
Let’s find a place
Where we can laugh and shout,
Frolic about,
And be like little children
Once more
Where we can lie on
The cold boulders and
Bask in the glory of the
Confused sun
Smile!
Marvel at the breathtaking
Wonders of nature
And breathe in the
Life giving air
Take my hand as we
Leave all worries behind
And embrace the
Stillness of this world
Turn your back to the madness
That is waiting, patiently
At the gates of normality…
Ascend to heights you have never
Gone before
And open your mind to your soul…
For here on this earth,
The land betwixt heaven and hell,
We can find paradise
Enough said,
Take my hand,
All is well…
I found my paradise in you…
Finally, the days of the dead have gone and passed!! I would've wanted to go to the Memorial Park but there's nobody there for me to visit... and Therese wasn't there as well... she got so stressed out that she got sick... I wish I could do something to help but I don't know what to do except send her get well soon messages... she has to go to school later... yup... while the rest of us enjoy sem breaks, I don't know if her school does... they have a tri-semester way of things...
anyway, Exel noticed whatever happened during the ride...! He told me that a while ago while we were talking about anything we could think of...
He even asked me if Therese and I were already a couple because we were like, you know, inseperable during our hidden valley getaway... damn him... I'd clobber him to a coma if it weren't the truth... we were kind of inseperable...
Still, I haven't even told anything to her and he already jumps to his conclusions... but hey, he says that we look good together... hehehe...
I dunno... it's because whenever I allow myself to let the girl know that I like her, I start to have jelly-legs on the topic... "torpe", if you may... I should feel happy, you know... but somehow... I'm not feeling as happy as I know I should be... alas... I am and will always be a chicken...
would things go the way I dream them to be?
dreams... I'm remembering my dreams again... and for crying out loud, they don't end properly!!!
Like last night, Tew and I were somewhere having a picnic and then she bends towards me for a kiss... then I wake up... argghhh!!!...
I'm starting to go insane... forgetting must be the last thing I should do...
