3AM: Stopping By Davao Famous To Eat Lomi

It’s been a while
Since my hand
Danced with yours,
Playfully pinching
And tickling…

I keep thinking of those
Moments that never seem
To vanish from my mind
Distant echoes of your voice
Linger in my ear,
Mosquitoes that whisper
In the night.

Your lips,
I long to kiss
For it has been quite
Too long since.

We live different lives,
Controlled by different fates
Yet, amidst all the
Uncanny circumstances
That revolve around our
Mixed-up life
We got together,
I daresay we are one.

But what I thought
Wouldn’t be quite a big deal
Is now turning out to
Be…

Sleepless nights,
I toss and turn
Sometimes, I go out
And gaze at the stars
That dot the indigo sky,
A dark sheet of paper
The gods
Playfully pricked with
Pins. (As I count
Them, I wonder if you
Are out as well.)

There, I see our star…
Never fading,
Shining, seemingly
Trying to best the moon’s
Brilliant glow.

Then I stop and wonder,
If we are like that star…

Would we shine as bright the next day?
The next week?
The next month?
The next year?

It’s 3am and I am lonely…
Why do I feel this way?
I’m not in love…
Neither do I intend to be
In the near future.

Would I know if I am
In love?
Should the face I see
Every time
I close my eyes at night
Be a sign that something’s
Amiss?

And when I dream,
Should your presence
Be a sign? For
I rarely dream.

They say dreams are
A fabrication of man’s
Deepest desires. The
People we see are those
Who we want to be with,
Or might see in the future.

Funny,
I never used to dream
Of you,
Why are you here?
Am I dreaming then?

…if I am, I’m not waking up.


-o0o-

Homesickness

I admt... summer sucks...

Imagine, of the 6 jobs I applied to, none of them returned calls... NONE!! I practically spent the past week walking around the streets of this godforsaken place looking for one... did I find anything?... NONE!!!!

Hehe... I know it takes time... I know you have to wait... but I can't wait any longer... I'm dying here... I'm homesick... and I'm very sick of it!!

At least I have this internet access I can go to with only payment for fare in mind... wow... it's been a looooong time since I could download freely, directly to my hard drive again.... because of this, I was able to download the song my friend really wanted to hear because the title is her name... aicha... :P

Well.. I'm just sitting here waiting for something amazing to happen within the next 30 minutes.. it seems like hell... oh oh... nothing happened... *smirks and bashes head against keyboard* adgisdhku2wefh zx.,mawe ;obrzsgdjkbseG:
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ouchies... I dunno.. mebbe I need fresh air or....

wheee!!! ICE CREAMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yummm... *licks drumstick* it has lotsa nuts!! kupo!! i love nuts!!! kupoooooo!!!!