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Summer Blues


ok, this is it... summer break...

another two months of no money honey... NOOOOHHH!!!!!!! I can't stand it...

anyway, it's been a long long time since my last bit... and can I say that a lot of things happened? of the most valuable web coach day? of the wierdest week ever in my life? of the amazing disappearing act of the money in my wallet? of the thesis and the project in literature?

geez... i don't know where to start!

ok... chronological... the wierdest week in my life...

Jade and I, we were close... yup... too close, in my opinion. How it all happened, I have no idea... things just started to get cozy. We were like boyfriend-girlfriend for a bit of time... probably started during the Ms.Gay concert. At that time, I was what she liked to call "mock-boyfriend"... that's for some reason that's too lengthy to discuss. So, anyway, the wierdest week started after the Theology exams... or so, I think... it was afternoon, um, wednesday evening... the class was starting to go home and we had this idea brimming in our minds to go to the park. Unfortunately, nobody wanted to go... but still, Jade and I went there... I was explaining to her the details on Much Ado About Nothing because she didn't get to finish the movie. And then when we got there, we sat on a bench and mulled the time away with bits of conversations... the usual... then it happened!.. ooooh... must have been that little bit in me that so much wants to speak up... we were this *raises pointy fingers 1mm to each other* close... y'know?... that bit in me that is so talkative asked for a kiss... stupid, eh?... mwah.. what happened?Ü anyway... it was not so bad... on the contrary, it was good!.. unspeakable at that time, but I could say that was one of the best feelings I had since I don't know when!... we stayed at the park until 10.30.. 11, at most. I could feel the eyes of the people around burning into us... hell I cared! but then, we were no longer just plain friends... i know the consequence... things wouldn't be the same. But, hoping that things would stay the same...

the day after was thursday... oh, boy... the same thing happened... no asking for kisses anymore.. where, of all places?.. heheh... the 6th floor rooftop of school... beat that! it was after their social dance practice... she said something about 'candy lips'.. my lips? candy?... i dunno, but that reminded me of john mayer's song... so i mentioned about 'bubblegum tongue' and she glared at me... "oh, no no no... we're not a couple!" ..i just laughed... of course...

(by that time, the class was starting to smell fishy things.. the dogs that they are... we still answered them with a no each time they asked because that was the truth... they didn't believe... so we answered with a yes... they still didn't believe... ha! what's wrong with them eh?)

then came friday... hell broke loose... we had a lengthy discussion on what we really were.. are. I tell you, that discussion gave me quite the headache... were we to go steady? would we keep this charade up?... oh, headache... fortunately ms. k.n. came by and became our first shrink for a few minutes... ta-daa! one + one = one...Ü my very own and first "real-honest-to-goodness" girlfriend!..

then came the part where we had to decide how to tell the gang.. oh, let them decide what they think... we'll just be frank with those who ask... by this time, I think they all know.. and I'm happy if they do!

... then, the most wanted web coach day...

ok, so the class had this deadline for a web site... and quite a few of my classmates decided to cram it all into the day of the deadline. I finished mine the day before... All I hoped to accomplish that day was to upload the flash file and submit the site to our professor.. but no.. they all went "Kahlil!" .. i was going to and fro their sites... making changes, buffing up the errors in their codes... trying to figure out why the images didn't quite show up... arghhh!!!!! i was supposed to be resting! but still... helpful 'lil me was patient with all of them... came 5pm, I thought it was all over... but nooooo... ms.gaybitch texted for help quite a while later.. around 8pm... her/his site was in turmoil.. if there's one thing I don't quite like, it's a page that's crowded with useless codes made by frontpage... I prefer the long method myself... I didn't get to finish it coz of all the strings... and Jade was starting to get irritated herself... poor girl.. she was right there by my side the whole time I was running to and fro... I could tell she was tired.. and she was right... I shouldn't force myself. It's not my grade on the line... ms.gaybitch was offered help during the morning but he/she wouldn't take it... I thought to myself as well, these guys were free the days before.. sheesh... our class really loves to cram things...

... then, the project in literature..

we were to remake a scene in Much Ado About Nothing... and we (me, christian, francis, arnello) were starting from scratch the day before the deadlline... whee!! so much for my cramming... at least Christian Canave, the arts expert, had taken care of the poster and the costume design and the stage design... I, on the other hand, took care of the Concept page and the remodified script... took me the whole evening until 3am... i don't know what our grade would look like... I did what I could... Arnello did a good job on the who will direct and produce stuff... I helped with the cast of characters... no offense to francis who tried to make a two month rehearsal schedule.. i didn't quite understand what he did... Some grade we will get... I took a peep into the project of Aicha's group... wow... that was class A stuff!... it could very well pass as a black&white magazine for japanese kimono's and artwork.. kudos to their efforts put very very very well... *bows*

... then, the disappearing money...

I don't know what happened to the 700+ bucks in my wallet... i know I lost 200 somewhere... so, 500... a good 150 went for the spending of time in the internet cafe's... 350 still.. hmmm... the extra food I needed... eh?... there's no question about it... I'm a spender..

I don't know what lies in store for my summer... I just don't want to go to Manila for the summer... I have an inkling on how hot it gets there at these times... so hot you could fry an egg on the sidewalk... no kidding.

.:: WahoooO!! ::.


Finally! It's all over..

The damned week that I thought would never end... it drained me of all the reserve mental and physical energy that I was storing for the looooong summer ahead.

LAst week I had the closest encounter of what would seem like my showbiz career... imagine me, running to and fro... wahahah!!! Most wanted person eh?... I'm still feeling the side effects... I still can't write, html strings are still dancing in front of my eyes... waaaaaarghhhh!!!

I had a blog typed that time... but the freaking net cafe busted a joint... my novellete of a blog was wiped out from bitworld!!!... T_T <=- tears

They RAPED ME!!!!!!!!.... that's how I felt at the end of the exhausting day... (no, I have never been raped... :P) but there was that consolation... yep yep yep... I would like to extend my deepest and most sincere thanks to my girlfriend... sya yung battery ko for the day kasi low batt na talaga ako... come to mention.... I never told the world about it eh?

In case whoever is reading doesn't know... you should!... My best guess is that the secret is wide open... kung dili ninyo gihapon masabtan... good for you, dili mo iro... :P ... I already have a girlfriend!! Whoop-dee-doo!!... first time ko, pag-pasensyahan nyo na po....

So, it's summertime again... that time of year where I don't get any allowance because there's no school!... unless of course I take up subjects in advance which my parents won't allow... hmmmm..... guess it's school or work for money... and since school is out of the question....

I HAVE TO WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOO?!?!?!?!? quote: Is money such a rarity nowadays that young people like me have to work to get it?

huhuhu.... that's why I'm bye-bye for now.... gotta look good for my 2x2 picture... hehehe... ADIOS!!!